GoodBye....Hello
13 years ago
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
3 THREE 3 three
They say things come in threes. I tend to agree, at least for today!
1. My stomach goes out of whack for some reason.
2. My driver's side front tire goes flat.
3. My dishwasher explodes.
OY!
1. My stomach goes out of whack for some reason.
2. My driver's side front tire goes flat.
3. My dishwasher explodes.
OY!
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
What do you do?
What do you do when your ex is apparently going off the deep end?
I know he's had trouble settling in when moving here, coincidentally, when I did. But now it seems so much worse. It sounds, from my last contact with him, that he is drinking a lot, almost daily. That "everyone," he says, he knows is giving him a hard time. (This is because he treats them all badly.) When I asked why he won't socialize with me -- I last saw him a month ago despite living 3 blocks away --- he went off the handle that I was being dramtic. Further, he is interested in nothing but sex, it seems, which is a way the gays make themselves feel better about themselves. Too typical, I'm afraid, which shows he probably hates himself. In fact, he was angry about a weekend trip he wasn't taking now because the person he was going to visit now has a boyfriend and he can't, therefore, get sex. He's also acted terrible in front of others, including me, with no concern how that affects me or others. He clearly has little concern for how his actions affect others.
I also know he has no real friends. Again, no wonder there!
And he won't listen to me. In fact, when I tried to explain all this, to point out patterns and bad behavior, I get pushed away. Fine. I will stay away.
I guess there is nothing anyone can do until people see their own problems. Sigh. I still have feelings for him, and don't wan't to see anything bad happen, but I fear it is coming.
I know he's had trouble settling in when moving here, coincidentally, when I did. But now it seems so much worse. It sounds, from my last contact with him, that he is drinking a lot, almost daily. That "everyone," he says, he knows is giving him a hard time. (This is because he treats them all badly.) When I asked why he won't socialize with me -- I last saw him a month ago despite living 3 blocks away --- he went off the handle that I was being dramtic. Further, he is interested in nothing but sex, it seems, which is a way the gays make themselves feel better about themselves. Too typical, I'm afraid, which shows he probably hates himself. In fact, he was angry about a weekend trip he wasn't taking now because the person he was going to visit now has a boyfriend and he can't, therefore, get sex. He's also acted terrible in front of others, including me, with no concern how that affects me or others. He clearly has little concern for how his actions affect others.
I also know he has no real friends. Again, no wonder there!
And he won't listen to me. In fact, when I tried to explain all this, to point out patterns and bad behavior, I get pushed away. Fine. I will stay away.
I guess there is nothing anyone can do until people see their own problems. Sigh. I still have feelings for him, and don't wan't to see anything bad happen, but I fear it is coming.
Monday, January 5, 2009
Coccyx
I cut my coccyx! Apparently this is common for people who bicycle a lot, and I'm sure the leg presses with heavy weight hasn't helped.
OUCH!!!!!!
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